1am.
I thought I could forget everything but I can't. I tried to move on but I can't. I wanted to throw away the cards and delete msg's but I didn't. I'm afraid to accept reality. I keep hoping it's all a dream. I still love her.
Saturday night at cuscaden, Jennifer(shane's mum) said to me and I qoute "no wonder you look so sad". I just smiled. I wanted to break down, I swear but I just waved it off. Deep down inside, I was hurting real bad. I've been seeking solence in alcohol and it's taking a toll on my health. I need to move on....
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