when will i hear from you

i can't help but cry each time i read the cards she gave me.

i miss her so much i tell you.

a part of me has already resigned to the fact that she will not want to try.

but that small portion inside of me is still wishing and hoping that she'll try.

i bought a card 3weeks back, planned on writing a small note in camp whenever i thought of her but now, the card is as good as useless.

i might sound like a fool, call me whatever you want, desperate even, i don't care.

because she's something worth fighting for.

now, all i can do is wait.

for good or bad news?