wonderful start.tragic end.

i'm sad,utterly disappointed and wounded.

it had been a blissful journey together.

but now we've lost it.

the epitomy of a fallen star, up among the brightest.

now the crest of a full moon, in which lies a dragon's carcass.

like stallions we once stood tall in silence, we graciously fall.

oh lord, let it rain tonight.

for which emotions shall flow, and of tears no one would fight.

only you

Only you.......
can make me sleepless reminiscing about the past
can make me cry each time we put down the phone
can make me cry so hard for a girl
can make me think about nothing else but just you
can make me laugh at your lamest jokes
can make me smile to myself oblivion to the surroundings
can make me happy
can remind me how much i am in love with you
can make me love
can hurt me like nobody did.

could you be the love of my life throughout this point of time?

questions

when?

why?

how?

when will i hear from you

i can't help but cry each time i read the cards she gave me.

i miss her so much i tell you.

a part of me has already resigned to the fact that she will not want to try.

but that small portion inside of me is still wishing and hoping that she'll try.

i bought a card 3weeks back, planned on writing a small note in camp whenever i thought of her but now, the card is as good as useless.

i might sound like a fool, call me whatever you want, desperate even, i don't care.

because she's something worth fighting for.

now, all i can do is wait.

for good or bad news?

only you

it hurts.

i really want to hug you now.

i want you to tell me it's going to be alright.

this tears don't seem to stop.

i need you and only you.

whats the meaning?

LOVE....

just another four letter word?

can i see you?

Empty bottles, empty cups, empty bags....
They have a body, but no substance inside.
That’s exactly how I’m feeling now.
I’ve never felt so much for someone before, until I met you.
When you told me you lost all feelings for me, I felt a pain.
A pain I’ve never felt before.
When you said you didn’t want to meet me last night, it really hurt.
I’m not blaming you for anything; I just want another chance for us to be happy.
I miss the times we had together, I miss your hugs and kisses.
I JUST MISS YOU BABY.

afraid

i'm afraid to sleep.

i'm afraid to close my eyes.

i see you everywhere baby.

i don't know why or how, but i know i've fallen too deep for you.

i keep telling myself it's going to be alright but, every second which passes without me hearing from you makes me afraid.

i'm afraid, afraid of losing the only person i ever loved so dearly.You

sweet memories

the one who made me complete.

waiting to see you

Underneath the lamppost I stood.
Looking up above, I only managed to see your room.
I cried, each time I received a message.
Walking to the lift, I wished you would appear.
But my hopes turned into ashes each time you didn’t appear.
I cried when you didn’t want to see me.
I really wish we can be together.
I thought I could catch a glimpse of your wonderful smile, but I couldn’t.
More tears flowed down my cheeks
I needed a hug from you, telling me it’s going to be ok.
Baby if you ever get to read this, I really love you.
Please let me be the one to make you happy.

i still love you

i really wish we can grow old together.

the times i had with you are priceless.

i've never been happier in my whole life until you came into it.

if i had to give up everything i have and only am allowed one thing to keep, it would be you.

trust me when i say I LOVE YOU, i really mean it.

i really want to be the one for you.

please give me good news tomorrow, because it can and will get better from here.

I PROMISE, I'LL LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART BABY.