it only you

if i had one wish.
i would wish for one thing only.
you

to you

eventhough we don't see or talk to each other anymore, i just want you to know that i'll be most willing to lend you a listening ear or even a shoulder to cry on. reading your blog makes me unhappy. for some reason, i want you to be happy. i don't know whats happening in your life now but i just hope you will take care of yourself. and i hope to see your beautiful smile again.

lots of love.

still the same

it's a new year.

but something's still the same.

imu

memories

i don't know why i can't get over you.
i guess you'll always be special to me.
imu

dont know

i don't know whats happening to you but through reading your blog, it seems somethings troubling you.
i just want to say i hope we're still friends.
and as a friend, i will always be there if you need someone to talk too.
you take care of yourself.
lots of love.

hanging on

i don't know why i'm still like this....
i'm tired...

not too long ago

2months since we broke up.
and i still feel.......

its hurting like it never did before

if i told you, i still love you...
would you believe me?
if i told you, i still hope for us to get back together...
would you believe me?
if i told you, i cry myself to sleep every night...
would you believe me?
if i told you, i look at your picture everynight...
would you believe me?
if i told you, my heart still longs for you..
would you believe me?
i just read your blog, and i guess you've found someone...
bye.

hopes

i'm still hoping for a day, where i can call you my baby.
i'm still hoping for a day, where i can hug you to sleep.
i'm still hoping, we can be together again.
i'm still hoping, you still love me like before.
i still miss you.

broken

i think i'm done hiding behind a mask.

i'm done keeping all my emotions to myself.

i think i've finally broken down.

i just want to break free.

all i am....

i miss your touch.

i miss your voice.

i miss that smile of yours.

i miss having you by my side.

i just miss you.

i don't know why your feelings had changed, but all i can say is i still love you.

i just wish..

your feelings didnt change

reflection

somehow i see myself in this....

i was wrong

i thought i had forgotten....
i thought i had moved on.....
i was wrong...
i still miss you....
i still wish....
wish you were here...

cant believe

cant believe i'm still posting here.
but i do miss you.

goodbye

i won't be using this site anymore.

i think i've finally moved on.

i guess it's time i picked myself up.

to everyone thanks for being there.

and to you, thank you for giving me sweet memories.

coffee someday alright?

....

sweet escape....

tonight, we sleep.....

Why is it that we can't always have what we want? There are a million things i wanted to tell you, that is if you want to listen. I want you to know that how much i miss you and how happy you made me feel. And right now, i have no one else to blame, except for myself. I guess this is the part where i am supposed to say, and tonight my world came crushing down.

flashback

Was studying when Britney Spear's "sometimes" played through my speakers.

I stopped.

I felt a pain in my heart.

Tears swelled up in my eyes.

And I remembered.....

PartyWorld, she sang it to me.

Sweet memories.

IMU

always with me

was looking through our pictures.....

sweet memories.....

i still keep the polaroid of us taken at the zoo in my wallet, and i carry it around with me everyday.....

i guess it serves as a reminder of the times we spent together....

and just to let you know....

I love you still....

lost

I wish you were by my side, when I was feeling down.....
Because all I needed was a hug from you, and everything would be alright.....
Tell me it's going to ok......
Tell me it's all a nightmare.....
Tell me things are going to be alright....